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I started 2026 with a clear goal: to read the Bible from beginning to end in a year, this time using the ESV. I’ve only done it once before, and I wanted to challenge myself again. January began well. I was consistent, disciplined, and proud of myself for keeping pace. But somewhere after Numbers, something…
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April was a hard month. I struggled deeply with waiting on God. It wasn’t the kind of waiting where you sit quietly and patiently, but the kind that feels like you’re sinking while begging for something to hold onto. I slipped often. I fell back into sin, blamed God, got angry with Him, avoided reading…




